Nearly 12 weeks after giving birth to True, Khloé Kardashian is facing the realities of going back to work. She's been on maternity leave since her baby girl was born, and despite her absurd level of celebrity, she still must deal with the pain of leaving her child for the first time.

Some new mamas breathe a sigh of relief when returning to work after maternity leave, while others are overwhelmed with anxiety. For Khloé, it's the latter.

The Keeping Up With The Kardashians star opened up in an emotional Snapchat video about how she's really feeling about leaving baby True for the first time, and getting back to her work commitments.

Nearly three months after giving birth, the 34-year-old mom said she's only missed a few feedings here and there. So, leaving her baby for an entire day is inducing severe anxiety.

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"Tomorrow is my first day back to work," Kardashian explained while cuddling True. "I have missed a feeding here or there with True, but I've never missed multiple feedings in a day. So I have a ton of anxiety."

"I’ve been getting anxious about it and today I’m very anxious. I don’t know how I’m going to leave her all day tomorrow. That’s freaking me out, but I’ve got to go back to work at some point. I’ll be OK," a discouraged KoKo added.

July 6 has been looming ominously in the back of her mind, as it's her scheduled back-to-work date.

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She then admitted, in a second video, now that she has her own child, she understands her sisters' (and fellow mamas) past behavior. 

"I don’t know what to do because I love our routine together. Kourtney, I take back all the times I’ve made fun of you," Khloé confessed.

And honestly, who could blame her for not wanting to leave? Look at this adorable baby!

The day she's dreaded has finally arrived, and she was up before dawn with anxiety. But at 4:35 a.m., Khloé realized something important: now she has a newfound motivation and will push through her work day for her baby girl.

She's even a little bit excited now, after her realization.

Nobody said it would be easy. But a Kardashian's got to do what a Kardashian's got to do. 

Mommy’s Little Love

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Maybe it will free up some time for daddy-daughter bonding with Tristan Thompson and baby True, since he's in the off season.